[09 Apr 2005|01:24pm] NEW JOURNAL itstheonlyway & add add add add add. 1 said WHAT

[16 Jan 2005|12:06am] whoa, i havent updated in like a month. sorry. not like im even sure anyone reads this anymore anyway. im over at kristins tonight with haleigh. hunter, jacob and jake came over earlier. those guys are a HOOT. hilarious. if you havent heard Chase's new band Fusi@matica, you really need to check it out. mad crazy techno shiz. www.purevolume.com/fusiamatica listen to Colors In The Rain. yeah im tired. bye. 1 said WHAT

though ive tried... im falling. [13 Nov 2004|03:19pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | "fallen" - Sarah Mclachlan ] whats goin on? me and kristi are chillin' at the GPL. We didnt wake up until 12:30 today! :-O ive been waking up at like 8 something for the past few weekends so this was a big deal. Last night was pimptastic. kristi and i joined joe and boombostick (jarett) for some bowling. i didnt play cause id rather not humiliate myself in front of everyone but kristi did a pretty good job of doing that herself. haha she didnt do THAT bad, but compared to the boys, she got her ass kicked. it was hilarious. We're gonna go again next weekend for part of kristi's mad crazy birthday weekend. which also includes the kirby/firekills show, eating at her moms restaurant and the faint show. w00t w00t. as for me and joe, i think we officially broke up on monday? yeah i think it was monday. and then things were really akward between us and we couldnt even be around eachother and it sucked. but then on wednesday at church, after alot of akward conversations and such, kristi and joe were sitting behind me and i passed a piece of paper back for kristi to see and when it came back to me, joe had written "im sorry" on it and i was like awww and so we wrote back and forth a few times and he was like "i love you, but i think we both need to decide what we want out of a relationship before we try to go out again" and then we had a loooong talk about it after church and just decided to wait to go out again. but there is absolutely no acting like we arent together on his part... its like we are acting more like a couple than we ever are, if you count continuous groping acting like a couple. hahah i swear... me and haleigh declared this week as "national horny boys week" because it seems as if all of them are a bit more 'excited' then they usually are. JARETT GOT ADDED TO THE LIST LAST NIGHT. now if you know jarett, you would NEVER think he could possibly be horny or perverted but indeed, he showed both qualities last night and we are all so amazed. lol Kristi has this little makeup bag shaped like underwear and he kept being like "i have my hands all over kristis underwear" and we were like ":-0 boombostick!" and it didnt just end there. but needless to say, its amusing. im so pissed, i just realized that i missed like 3 good shows this week. INCLUDING a static lullaby and hopesfall. damnit damnit damnit. BUT BUT BUT i have been personally asked to attend The Kirby show on Friday but anthony so that should be cool. if anyone would like to help me fix my icon so it doesnt look so gayz0r and blurry... please let me know. 2 said WHAT

stop being a whoreeeeeeeeeeeeee [05 Nov 2004|09:44pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | "pray for the whore" - blood brothers ] this is the first time ive ever listened to The Blood Brothers and they are so dang good omg. lol this song is so good/hilarious... "pray for the whore" man oh man. missed the goddamn daughters/blood brothers/kirby show last night. sucksssss. me and joe are DONE as of today. and this time, i dont feel any remorse. whats done is done. theres no turning back. time to move on to bigger and better things ((dont think of that in a crude way)). i need to find myself a HAWT HAWT HAWT boy. any takers? "she gets paid, she gets paid, she gets for whoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing" oh its <3 if anyone would wanna burn me a cd with some blood brothers on it or something, it would be SO greatly appreciated. 2 said WHAT

if you play with the wolves, you will get yourself eaten... my love. [14 Oct 2004|06:26pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | "your dress is gone but the smell of sex still lingers" ] woo wee... i just found Anthony's myspace randomly and his pictures are HAWT. lets take a look.... said WHAT

im a fake [11 Oct 2004|02:37pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | "im a fake" - the used ] THE USED CONCERT FUCKING ROCKED. ( Read more... ) 5 said WHAT

pictures [10 Oct 2004|12:07pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | something by The Early November ] ( Read more... ) 3 said WHAT

these are the dead stars that march by your eyes [08 Oct 2004|04:45pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | "im a fake" - the used ] today is friday and i am glad. SUNDAY IS THE USED!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoop. im so excited about that you have no idea. tonight's gonna be cool.... goin with Kristi to the football game somewhere like Leander or something and then we're prolly gonna go be crazy and do something afterward. Hayden wanted me to come hang out with him and chris tonight... but thats not gonna happen. all the sudden haydens all "hey lets hang out" and im like "wtf you never ask to hang out"... strange. TODAY WAS greatness . corfro has a crush on allison but she had never seen him before so this morning me and joe find corfro but we cant find allison so we go rushing around the school to find her so we can show her what he looks like and like a minute till the bell rings...we find her and we all stick our heads into corfro's classroom and he gave us the weirdest look ever. it was great. then allison started giggling as we were walking down the hall because she ALWAYS giggles when we're like "dude corfro think you are hotttttttttt"... just giggles uncontrolably. misssss elyssa wasnt at school today! why why why? i was frantically looking for her but nope, didnt find her. i wonder where she was.... dont really have much to say. 1 said WHAT

ill take you down the only road ive ever been down [07 Oct 2004|07:26pm] me and suuuuuruh ha looks like shes looking at my crotch 2 said WHAT

i cant change no i cant change [07 Oct 2004|07:17pm] [ music | "bitter sweet symphony"- the verve ] listen to "Bitter Sweet Symphony" - The Verve SkOtCh395: ok well, if you were my RL GF we would have had sex like .....oooohhhh i dunno like 6 times already HAHAHA.... he's funny. said WHAT

take my hand, take my mind [07 Oct 2004|06:06pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | "sound effects and overdramatics" - the used ] THE USED AND ATREYU ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have waited years to see The Used in concert... holy shat im excited. then Joe is dragging me along to Zao sometime in late october. they're good. but NO concert beats The Used :-D 6 said WHAT

those are the death stars [02 Oct 2004|11:37am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | "and thats where they found my body"- trophy scars ... DUH ] Joe kissed me last night :-D :-D it was great, i was just like randomly talking and BAM... tottttally caught me off guard. it was really cool. 2 said WHAT

no one has any reason to complain.... [28 Sep 2004|06:03pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | "...and thats where they found my body" - trophy scars ] yeah me and joe are going out :-D :-D :-D heck yesssss! 2 said WHAT

i want the pain of payment [27 Sep 2004|04:55pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | "im a fake" - the used ] i think im in love. or maybe just a WHOLEEEEE lot of like. <3 said WHAT

im a fake im a fake im a fake [23 Sep 2004|06:18pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | "im a fake" - the used ] Small, simple, safe price. Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets. This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals. And I am not afraid to die. I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment. What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts. Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks. Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid. To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts. My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart. Love is not like anything. Especially a fucking knife. the new THE USED stuff is pure brilliance. said WHAT

let's see... [22 Sep 2004|05:13pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | ha i wish. ] tried to pierce my lip 2 nights ago... hurts like a mofo cause i stopped like half-way. vurrrrrry sore. found out that The Used and Atreyu are playing at Stubbs on October 10th.. soo definitely going to that. got glares by mean 80's girl today cause im wearing my At The Drive-In shirt. hahah and saw mark from the kirby blowing leaves behind the NGC the other day. ;-) said WHAT

walking on glasssss [18 Sep 2004|06:17pm] haleigh is telling me how i left a message on her phone a million years ago and i sound like a huge hick... GROSSSS. i sincerely hope i do NOT have an accent. no offense to people that do, but i dont want to have one. lol anyways... me and haleigh are hanging out at shrunky's tonight...WHOOP WHOOP. haleigh was driving us home from Walmart today and this car like pulls out RIGHT in front of her and we freakin almost rammed the back of their car and so haleighs mom like honked for a looooong time and then a while up the road, they were like behind us so me and shrunky turned around the guy flicked us off! i was like WHAT THE EFF! we werent the ones that fucking cut them off and almost caused a huge wreck. shiiiiit. i got so effing pissed... idk why but i did. im gonna have to take one of those road rage classes i swear. man, if haleighs mom wasnt in the car... i would have gone insane and like gotten out of the car and kicked some ass. ahh cant think about it it just pisses me off. we were gonna hang out with hayden shuster and holden again tonight... but nothing is working out cause shuster is like in trouble and then kristins mom got mad that we took so long to figure stuff out so now we cant go to a movie anymore. suuuucks. oh well, im content with staying here. OHHHH i forgot to tell yall that i got my hair cut on like wednesday. its alright... its short and the lady cut it like all across and i hate straight across blunt cuts... i need some jaggedness. and when i say short i dont mean like sarah ripps hair, like shoulder length which is short for me. but whateva. Shrunky's mom got the coolest cell phone today and so we were playing with the camera..haha its pimptastic. i would post some... but shrunks is too lazy to go get the phone and she goes "later" and then she said that we wont get on the internet tonight so ohhhh well too bad for you. 2 said WHAT

i never meant to be so cold. [14 Sep 2004|05:57pm] got the coolest shoes at Target yesterday... whoop whoop. Also got me a bigger CD case and the Underoath CD. HELLS YEAH. its really good. i had this project for photojournalism where i had to take pictures of people and get their names and stuff but i didnt get their names so i just used all the band members names of Underoath. hollllla. it was cool shiz. somebody better freakin comment cause im getting sick of checking this thing and seeing no comments. ya hear? 3 said WHAT

[11 Sep 2004|12:04pm] woo hoo... get to go to the drag today and haleigh and allison are comin' with. said WHAT

its your birfday, gonna party like its your birfday [07 Sep 2004|05:39pm] its mah burfday. punkzdoitbest: happy b day lucky42288: HAPPY BIRTHDAY lucky42288: :-D SexyMilkMan4you: Happy Burfday B aKiSSa4mMsAlyssa: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mYcloSEst thINg: HAPPPT BIRTHDAY NIGGA! haleighbailey 23: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARYLION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lucky42288: HAPpY BIRTHDAY MARILYN lLAMasOnsk8bOrDs: happy bday ohh the love Auto response from mYcloSEst thINg: HAVE A HAPPY BDAY WOMAN.. MUCH LOVE represent 1 said WHAT

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